i'm just a jealous girl..

aargghh.. kenapa des-maret ini banyak banget liburnya? seeing those people easily come and go home really makes me.. urgh,, dunnoh, jealous probably.. kalo saya mau mungkin saya bisa aja mutusin buat pulang juga.. tapi nope, i decide not to.. ini adalah sebuah pilihan, saya harus konsekuen.. i'm not a kid anymore, i can stand up tall on my own feet, not be helped by those hands anymore.. kedengaran sangat 'sok' sih, tapi.. hell yeah, itu bener-bener akan saya lakukan.. karena apa, ketika saya pulang, pastinya saya akan terbuai dan gak pingin melakukan hal-hal semacam ini lagi.. going home could make me feel like.. "aww, i don't deserve doing this sooner... it's time for me to enjoy being a highschooler, a girl, hang out, and all those nonsenses.. i'm pretty young.." nope..

so going home once a year really could help?? dunnoh.. yg jelas, satu dialog menarik dari pelem spider-man adalah "with great power comes great responsibility".. and now i have that one.. responsibility.. and with that responsibility i choose to skip one of my selfish want.. huuhh,, it's gonna kill me...

"i'm going home.. into the place where i belong.. and where your love has always been enough for me.."

i really need to turn this song into reality.. maybe.. or it's when i create my own family?? heeh..  btw paket dari rumah kok belom nyampe-nyampe yaaa...