PMS

You know there are things unexplainable, silly, and weird about women and they tend to blame it on hormones. Well, not that it wasn't true at all (ehem, woman here speaking), but err..yeah, it's true, I blame it on my hormonal condition as well. But what mostly true is, at the end of the day women would regret it; regret why they let things happened the way it was, let that flowing hormone control their emotion...and maybe when they tried to regain their memories they learned something.

That all they ever need is someone to lean on. Someone only to offer a warm embrace and gentle tap on your head because there are no words coming out and you're too tired to talk and listen. Comfort, so easy yet mostly failed to communicate with.

And as the rest of the day goes, you are alone in a crowd. No one can speak your muteness, and your boyfriend leaves you behind because he doesn't know what to do. So there it is. You feel a distance and a bit hurt of everything.


Or: "dammit, you just have your PMS!" your boyfriend cursed. 

bersih-bersih

Sepagi ini sudah membaca bait-bait blog jaman masih nulis di multiply ternyata bisa bikin terharu ya? Ternyata dulu saya begitu alay dan norak, heuheuheuheu. Eh tapi lebih banyak kangennya sih daripada haru, jadi dulu saya, dem, dan kai rajin sekali nulis dan saling ngirim komentar (liat aja usernamenya masi alay gitu, hihihi). Kan begitu ada postingan baru langsung terkirim ke email, jadi begitu blog terposting gak lama kemudian akan ada komentar masuk entah dari siapa yang lebih dulu. Berlanjut terus menerus. Good ol’ times J Sekarang kami bertiga udah gak ada yang aktif di situ.

Hmmhh, sekarang nulis apa ya. Posisi kerja saat ini jadi sekretaris, beban kerja uda gak sepadat dulu. Harusnya porsi kuliah jadi lebih memadai ya karena uda gak terlalu mikirin kerjaan yang deadline-nya seabrek-abrek, tapi motivasi lagi berkurang karena ada peraturan baru L Salah saya sendiri sih gak ngurusin dari kemaren-kemaren, percuma kalo makan hati sekarang mah... *lanjut mewek di shower*

Some events that I attended: konser Sum 41, The Datsuns, Anti-Flag (termasuk berhasil meet and greet! ah, should’ve written more detailed about this), seminar Smart Wonderful Women, backpacking ke Vietnam dan Kamboja, wooohhh... turns out there are so many yak! Saya nyesel kenapa saya gak jadi orang yang rajin kayak dulu nulis-nulis, menjadi blogger dan diarist yang kaffah, karena daya ingat saya lumayan labrador saya udah gak inget mau nulis ulang hal-hal tersebut darimana, huhuhu. Sibuk ngapain sih coba? Twitter-an? Palingan pacaran doang kan ya? Ngok. Tapi mungkin kalo mau positive thinking, artinya saya lebih sibuk berkiprah di dunia nyata *benerin kerah baju* sampe-sampe gak punya waktu buat nulis hal-hal beginian, ahahahaha.

*menampar muka sendiri karena bikin alasan dangkal*

Baiklah, saya nyapu-nyapu halaman blog ini dulu. Mudah-mudahan saya jadi lebih rajin nulis mulai dari sekarang. Horray.