afternoon news...

I've been working here for almost 3 years, 2 years of it I was underpaid because I didn't fulfill the requirements to become an official public servant, that age thing you know..i was too young back then, so let's say that I need more times than others to be one.

Never mind that, I still had to work hard during the day, all those accounting receipts, filing letters, and I'll get home very late at night at every end of year, and after all those times I've been through, I finally receive my letter of nomination a couple of weeks ago..

Sadly they can't write the truth that I've been here for 2,5 years. They have to write January 2010 as my starting point, according to my 18th birthday. And yeah it means that those two effing years won't be recognized as one of my most hard-working years. I know it's not their fault, but it's still kinda a big news. Well, embracing the truth is not that easy, you know..

But I'm not planning to sue any of those constitution or whatever. Never ever. I'm not a crybaby, to get in this institution I have thought of it over and over again.. would I regret it, would I be envious of my friends, and I decide: why should I care? At every moments and stages of my life, I've never been known as a popular kid, as I'm not trying to be though. I've never been known as a rich kid, so a few millions wouldn't make any difference.

Let's say I'm gonna face the truth just like everyone I know will do: Celebrate the day, karaoke times and new clothes won't hurt. I'm as happy as I am pretending.